Friday, October 22, 2010
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Eeeep 5000 word assignment due in less than 24 hours
With less than 24 hours to go on the biggest assignment I've ever done in my LIFE what could possibly be going on in my head? Firstly I better go well, I have spent hours and hours on this bastard of an assignment so I hope it was worth it. Ahhh if I got an A wouldnt that be fantastic I wouldnt have to stress about exams I could just CHILLAX.....ahhh just the thought of it is putting a smile on my face.
Hmmm but knowing my luck Ive probably put the wrong title on it, or havent described my statistics correctly and list goes on and on and did I mention ON!
So your probably think to yourself will this bitch just shut up and do her assignment. Well you see my imaginary friends in internet world I have finished it all I have left is referencing. But still Im sure Ive done something wrong. You see right now I think it is worth a mark of at LEAST 84% But then when I get it back sounds of "ohh" and "ahh"will come out of mouth followed by"you idiot!" Simple mistakes of course...oh well you never maybe this time it will be great..maybe?
Hmmm but knowing my luck Ive probably put the wrong title on it, or havent described my statistics correctly and list goes on and on and did I mention ON!
So your probably think to yourself will this bitch just shut up and do her assignment. Well you see my imaginary friends in internet world I have finished it all I have left is referencing. But still Im sure Ive done something wrong. You see right now I think it is worth a mark of at LEAST 84% But then when I get it back sounds of "ohh" and "ahh"will come out of mouth followed by"you idiot!" Simple mistakes of course...oh well you never maybe this time it will be great..maybe?
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
What do I do now?
So I've reached my third year of university and I feel a familar senstaion. What to do now? Back in year 12 it was easy 'what do I now?' I would ask myself, well you either go to uni, or to tafe ...well those were my options.
Now almost finished a degree I don't feel a sense of accomplishment or happiness, no I feel lost. I am in the same spot I was so many years ago, having no idea where to go or what to do. So what I have a degree, what does that get you...well bascially nothing unless you want to work in an office for the rest of your life.
When I was young I had dreams of working with animals, making a difference and saving the world. These dreams have not been lost but now a feeling of helplessness has overcome them.
What if I'm not a genius as I had once thought, what if I am not particularly good exams anymore, where does that lead me? Does that mean the love and strive I have for animals doesnt count, does that mean I shouldn't been given a chance. Well at the moment it seems that way.
Its not as hopeless as I portray but right now in this moment it feels this way.
Now almost finished a degree I don't feel a sense of accomplishment or happiness, no I feel lost. I am in the same spot I was so many years ago, having no idea where to go or what to do. So what I have a degree, what does that get you...well bascially nothing unless you want to work in an office for the rest of your life.
When I was young I had dreams of working with animals, making a difference and saving the world. These dreams have not been lost but now a feeling of helplessness has overcome them.
What if I'm not a genius as I had once thought, what if I am not particularly good exams anymore, where does that lead me? Does that mean the love and strive I have for animals doesnt count, does that mean I shouldn't been given a chance. Well at the moment it seems that way.
Its not as hopeless as I portray but right now in this moment it feels this way.
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